Wrong time..

Remember the first time when everything seemed to be sweet? Long text messages, sweet words and you being reminded everyday on how much you meant to him. All the sweet talking made you feel like as if the world is yours. What happen to now? When you asked a question after a long day at work, the answer you got was "You're asking at the wrong time". So when would be the best time? Now? Yesterday? In the morning? When? I thought the best time would be just at any time.

distance and time

[Distance and Time by Alicia Keys is playing on my iTunes]

I remember the first time how we've met. Thanks to World Dj. It comes to our 3rd year of friendship now, since 2008. How time passed us by.

I have started blogging, all the poems and thoughts eversince then. Call me corny. But he helps me to keep moving and open up my mind, even wider now. I am an inch wiser now.

Everything all started with friendship and now it leads us to the greatest love of all, God! Yes, we both have faith, only He will make us stronger and only He will give.

Long distance relationship is not easy. You have no idea how your heart is yearning for the day that you will be next to each other. It thirsts and hungers for more love. The more you seek, the closer you are to God.

I believe this is true love. For time will tell. God knows better than what is written all over my heart. He is the Almighty.

I am wishing and still praying that this soon shall pass, and one day, the two of us will be together.

pies: Distance and time, I'll be waiting.

e m p t i n e s s

I have been travelling this far just to fill the emptiness,
I have walked this far just to leave the emptiness,
I have tried and tried and still trying,
Emptiness is soon to be torn apart.

God, please keep me moving. Make me travel as far as I could. Bring me to new places, bring me joy, bring me laughter, for me to shed all the tears away.

Another So Called Madness

Do I really blog like few times in a year? Hello 2010. Guess that was a bit too late for now, no? It has been 2 months now. I know.

New year, new job, new home. 2009 had given me a lot of madness. Lost of friendship, lost of trust and many other things, except for one: Faith! I still have my faith, strongly in every single little things that God had given me.

I feel thankful.

Today, is not as lovely as any other days. But I still have faith. It's just one of the days. I know. For those that I have accidentally hurt today, I am truly sorry! But what the heck, it has nothing to do with anyone.

I want to thank my one and only love, you know who you are. Thank you for making me smile. And most of all, Thank you, O' Lord for giving me the strength to move on. Be it hard, you let me say, "If things get tough, rest if a must, cry if a need but don't you quit" ..

Another so called madness, and I am still alive.

xoxo

:: i'll watch you grow ::

Oh Baby, I'll watch you grow,
As my love for you is great and pure.
Nurvea Nadyne is such a great name,
As I believe you will get a great fame.

Hush now baby,
I'll watch you sleep,
How great to see,
The love is so deep.