.: My Big Thanks To YESTERDAY :.

As I sat alone in the room, I looked back in the past. The thoughts of what had happened and how it got me here. "This is a new journey, a new path" as I thought to myself.

The feelings gave me the urge of observant and wanting to know where this journey and the new path will lead me to. Another new adventure. Am I ready? Or yet I still want to stay here, sitting alone and thinking. Being in the comfort zone, not willing to take any risk as I am too afraid of the failure. Too afraid to know that I will only get disappointed, furious and frustrated in the end. Snap Aelma, Snap! I may not want to have those negativity thoughts to get over me. Think Aelma, Think! What is so wrong to take a new journey in life? Wake Up Aelma, Wake Up! This is your chance, a new adventurous way to a better new life. I smiled. It feels so good. Why would I want to fear for something better? Don't look back, darling. This is the time. A new beginning :)

Things that happened in the past made me became so weak. Totally weak. I used to feel so lost. For Allah's wills, I got up and I believe I am much a stronger person now. Why would I want to look back in anger? I am more happier than I used to be now. I should thank those people who hurt me in the past, because they are my teacher. They have taught me to become stronger, they have opened up my eyes. Without these people, I won't be able to become of what I am today.

So, as a token of appreciation, I would love to say millions of thanks to all of them people who had hurt me in the past :) Thanks to my yesterday. Now all I want is to appreciate my present in order to live for a better tomorrow.

Thanks for everything O Allah.

My Sunshines,
I could not repay any of you with any diamond rings, nice luxurious vacations or dinner at a fancy restaurants but all I could give is all the love in the world, my blessings and wishing each and everyone of you a beautiful life, wonderful years, success and happiness that will never last. Thanks for being there for me, for making me happy. You are the greatest treasure of all :)

Lastly, Thanks a lot to my YESTERDAY!

** i'm feeling musical and content, happy and in love ;)