:: i'll watch you grow ::

Oh Baby, I'll watch you grow,
As my love for you is great and pure.
Nurvea Nadyne is such a great name,
As I believe you will get a great fame.

Hush now baby,
I'll watch you sleep,
How great to see,
The love is so deep.

:: i miss you ::

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
-Unknown

I'd rather spend one minute holding you,than to live the rest of my life knowing I missed my chance.
-Unknown

I missed you again today. It is so funny that after what happened within these past few months, I realized that the thought of you is still here and yet it has never leave my side. The feeling is still as strong as ever. Reading back all the conversations that we used to have in the emails, the joys and laughter and the stupid jokes that you have made just to cheer me up, it made me realized how special you are.

Being smart in your own way,
funny in your own weird way,
I wonder how can you be so far away,
from me...

As much as when you said how the stars remind you of me,
you resemble the butterflies,
beautiful and free...

Just like the fruit salad,
I will get to taste a little bit of everything.
So true,
you made me realized how sweet you are,
and yes, I miss you so much.

For the fact that you will be leaving soon,
I am truly happy for you.

I believe chasing for the dream that you desire,
trust me,
you will always get my prayer.

I want you to succeed in everything you do,
I want you to have all the beautiful things in the world.

I know that I will miss you more,
and I believe this is not the end of everything.

Please know that I am always here for you and wherever you may go
and whatever you may do,
I will be here always,
praying for the best thing will always happen to you.

Thanks for making me smile
whenever I feel down,
Thanks for all the joys and laughter
and the good times that we share.

I will miss you today as much as how I missed you yesterday,
and I will keep on missing you tomorrow and for the days after.

I miss you!

:: some kind of black and red ::

It's only Wednesday but me and my friend have started to plan on what to wear for the CNY party. Oh no. Another party? Well, you know the word "party" is just too tempting and that is the only thing that I can't resist.

Speaking of the devil side of mine, I am thinking of wearing something black and red. Red dress with a pair of black shoe? ehm. Or imagine this, you are wearing some kind of a ballerina red dress, with a pair of black shoe, plus a black clutch. You are going to paint your nail in black, put on that smokey eyes make up with a shiny lip gloss. Sexy Goth! I like! But now, tell me, where to find those red ballerina dress? *grins*

Alright, while trying to figure out on what to really write on this, I spent less than an hour to do my polyvore. It has been a while since I last had my Polyvore fun from Facebook. Gosh I just love this.

Check those out, and what do you think? I found those as sexy and yet very stylish. Got to run now, I have this so called "Sound-byte" with my colleague.

cheerio!

paint my life with beautiful color

Dear Saturday,

You seemed to be so bright today as you started just fine. I couldn't believe that I have managed to wake up early and guess what? I am glad to see you in the morning! The sun seemed to shine brighter and it made you look beautiful, trust me :)

Just to let you know that, I want to paint my life with beautiful color. Therefore, I will never take you for granted again and I will appreciate you more.

pi es: I will see you in the morning, starting from today!

Yours truly,
me

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Dear Class,

I wish to skip you again today, but my mind told me not to. I know that I have been skipping so many of you, and that is why I feel so left out behind.

Wish to see you more often as I know that you will be leaving me in less than a month from now. This is my promise to you because without you, I will not be able to paint my life with beautiful color.

pi es: I really need you!

Yours truly,
me

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Dear Time,

I wonder what would life be without you! I bet everyone will be lost if you never exist. Do you know that you are so precious? How can I simply wasted you away just like that?

Oh Time, how I wish I can turn you back. I think life is too short and you, Time, you are so limited. Can we be friends?

I promise that I will keep you closer to me now, because you are very precious to me. Without you, how can I paint my life with beautiful color?

pi es: Please be my friend!

Yours truly,

me

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Dear Exam,

I am trying so hard to like you. However, I don't know why your name seem to scare me a lot. I think you could make a good friend with Death. Because the way I feel for both of you is just the same.

You give me the heart attack. You give me the shiver. You seriously scare me! I know you are just another challenge for me to take but I am not sure if you like me. I hope you do.

You are just a month away from me now. I have to be prepared to meet you. I hope that I could smile when I see you. I just want to pass you with flying colors. It's part of my program, just to paint my life with beautiful color. I hope you understand.

pi es: Please don't fail me!

Yours truly,
me

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Dear Mind,

I notice that you will tend to lost the focus sometimes. Do you have any problem? Or you just have too many things on you?

I am very concern and I want you to know that. I need you to stay focus so that I can paint my life with beautiful color. Believe me Mind, this mean a lot to me!

pi es: Please bear with me!

Yours truly,
me

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Dear Love,

I am so in love with you, no matter how many times you have broke my heart. The truth is, I will never give up on you. You mean the world to me.

I see you as the most beautiful thing ever created in life. I treasure you every single day in life and you are the most wonderful thing could ever happen in this world.

Loving you makes me feel complete.

One question: Why do you love to come and go?

I wish you to stay with me forever. I need you so much. I believe, I could paint my life with beautiful color, only if you are here with me. I want to give you to the world. I want to have you as long as I live.

pi es: I love you, please don't leave me!

Yours truly,
me

If this heart could..

January 15, 2009 | 1535hrs

If this heart could sing,
I will let it sing..

If this heart could speak,
I will let it speak..

If this heart could know,
I will let it know..

But all this heart could do is to beat,
And I will let it beat.

All this heart could do is to love,
And I will let it love.

If only you could know, and if only I could find the answer..

Why oh why, as it beats faster I think I could die.

Why oh why, as it loves longer I think I could die.

:: and her name is LOLA ::

January 14, 2009 | 1539 hrs

I went to have dinner with my two girlfriends at one of the Thai restaurant last night and guess what I have found? A stray cat! I took her home with me because I seriously think that a cute cat like her should have a home. So yeah, she needs one and I gave her one :)

We named her Lola.

I think 2009 should be a colorful year for me. I want to give out more love to the world and every single thing who lives in it. Be it humans, animals, things. You name it. I believe that this is the time for me to start contributing on something. So, before I want to start on someone else, let's start by making myself feel better first.

So here goes my plan:

1. Sign up for a membership with Mercy
2. Get myself a plant and take a good care of it
3. Love my cats Lola and Bambi (waiting for Bambi to come home anytime soon)
4. Live and eat healthy
5. gym, gym, gym

I seriously need to feel better and hope this plan could help. *smiles*

:: brighter than sunshine ::

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

:: let's free GAZA ::

January, 13, 2009 | 1053hrs

I bet everyone had a great weekend. I had a nice silent weekend with my family, minus the fever and focus on my study, the rest was all good. But, I keep on wondering how lucky we are to live in a peace country. No war, no blood everywhere, no tears and no grief.

I was hooked on the television most of the time over the weekend just to follow up on what is happening in Gaza. Seriously people, we should spread more Love, rather than Hate!! We should give more Love than to start a War!! I cried over one of the news when I saw a little boy's face was bleeding. Poor little kid! How can the world be so mean? How can Israel be so heartless? Another war, and we should end it, right away. Who am I anyway? I ain't no US President, nor that I am anyone important to the government. But there is one thing that I knew for sure. I am human, and it hurts to see people of my kind been slaughtered and to be killed in a war. For what? For nothing!

I am calling each and everyone of you, let's keep the PEACE, let's spread more LOVE, let's bring the UNITY, let's give more RESPECT for The Palestine. LET'S FREE GAZA!!

Let's free Gaza by donating to any of these:

1) Haluan Palestin: http://haluanpalestin.haluan.org.my/?page_id=2
BIMB: 14-023-01-003429-2

2) Aman Palestin: http://dermapalestin.blogspot.com/
BIMB: 12-029-01-004788-0
MayBank: 562263010787
Bank Muamalat: 12070005133717

3) Yayasan Salam: http://www.salam.org.my/palestin.htm
Public Bank: 3072 8793 02.

4) Mercy Malaysia: http://www.mercy.org.my/main/latestupdates/latestupdates/palestinerelieffund2.html
CIMB: 1424-000-6561053

5) NSTP for Gaza: Maybank 514105-320501

6) Dana Kemanusiaan Palestin (DAKAP) - Utusan:
Maybank 5621 4270 8704
CIMB 1259 0000 8040 58

For those who will not be able to donate, let's contribute our petition together:

http://www.petitiononline.com/SaveGaza/
http://www.avaaz.org/en/gaza_time_for_peace/
http://petition.cair.com/

Save the world, keep the PLUR, LET'S FREE GAZA !!

** taken from : www.obsessionsyndrome.blogspot.com

The Gaza Massacre: A Humanitarian Disaster

Please keep making du’aa for our brothers and sisters in Gaza as much as you can!

I believe each and everyone of us had the best new year celebration this year. I had mine as well, but knowing the fact that our brothers and sisters in Gaza are living in pains, it hurts. I wonder how the Israel can be so meaningless? I never love war myself. I hate those who started it.

I am calling each and everyone of you here, to keep on making du'aa for our brothers and sisters in Gaza. May Allah's mercy descends upon our oppressed brothers and sisters in Gaza and everywhere else. Indeed this world is a prison for the believers, and a paradise for the disbelievers.

أَمْ حَسِبْتُمْ أَن تَدْخُلُوا الْجَنَّةَ وَلَمَّا يَأْتِكُم مَّثَلُ الَّذِينَ خَلَوْا مِن قَبْلِكُم ۖ مَّسَّتْهُمُ الْبَأْسَاءُ وَالضَّرَّاءُ وَزُلْزِلُوا حَتَّىٰ يَقُولَ الرَّسُولُ وَالَّذِينَ آمَنُوا مَعَهُ مَتَىٰ نَصْرُ اللَّهِ ۗ أَلَا إِنَّ نَصْرَ اللَّهِ قَرِيبٌ

Or do ye think that ye shall enter the Garden (of bliss) without such (trials) ... Read Moreas came to those who passed away before you? they encountered suffering and adversity, and were so shaken in spirit that even the Messenger and those of faith who were with him cried: “When (will come) the help of Allah.” Ah! Verily, the help of Allah is (always) near! (2:214)


* Please take a moment, to visit this link.
http://muslimmatters.org/2008/12/28/the-gaza-massacre-a-humanitarian-disaster/

:: welcome 2009 ::

It's the 9th days of 2009. A brand new year, a brand new me and a brand new blog of mine. Life has been busy with work and I have no time to really blog anything yet. I did, my first post of the year for the obsessors!

You can check it out at www.obsessionsyndrome.blogspot.com as I am one of the co-author for the obsessionsyndrome. So here goes my second one for the year.

I believe everyone might have their own new year resolutions and as for me, my new year resolution would be.. (well, i will keep it to myself). You know, the magic will only work out if you don't share it with anyone ;)

I believe the number two-zero-zero-nine will bring me more happiness and love and success that I seek for. I believe this is the year and the beginning for the better. I believe everyone will be surrounded by peace, live in unity, be filled with love and respect one and another.

The year 2009 will be filled with joys and laughters. And as usual, sending over all the love in the world to everyone!

Happy New Year!~