:: i will give it to the world ::

Having the contemplation that tomorrow is going to be my last day with the agency makes me smile. Finally the day has about to come. I feel sad, of course knowing that I will be leaving all the amazing people in the office. But knowing for the fact that I am leaving for good, nothing else could beat the best feeling I am having now.

I wish to have more times for class now. I can’t let my family down. I am the one and only hope as I have screwed most of the time of my life. I guess, it is time now for me to finally show them that one day, I can take care of the business. I can help in many ways. I can get myself become more stable. Oh how I wonder why towards the end of the year, everyone will seem to be more optimistic towards life? *grins*

Tomorrow I will start packing all my stuff. And I will leave in peace. This doesn’t mean the end.

For every single ending will lead to a new beginning.

So another new beginning to a new journey for me!

New exploration and I can’t wait to lead the world.

If people would ask me what I want out of life, I might not be able to give any of them the right answer. Honestly, I always want to contribute something. Getting myself involved in charity, maybe finding a shelter for those who are in need. That is what I really want to do. I have finally contributed to UNICEF and I am proud and happy. I get a glitz of contentment inside me.

“When you have the money, you have the power”

Now I wonder where all the super rich and famous thrown their money to? Have they invested much on the business? What do they get from there? Can they save the world? Money is only for greed people! And I am greedy enough to get enough for myself so that I can give more to the world.

But as they said, it will never be enough.

I wish to live in a castle in the sky, where everything seems to be happy and everyone seems to have a good life, living in a moderate way, simply average, nothing less and nothing more and none of them will cry in pains. Believe me, the world will be the most beautiful place to live in, next to heaven. But my fantasy world will be too fake to be true. Right? The only reasons why I want to have all the money in the world is because of I want to help those who are in need. Let me have the biggest heart, I guess it gives me more bliss than a sorrow.

So many things can happen in just a twinkle and I am miserable to see the world that is full of tears. Can they feel the pain? Here I am, living a magnificent life and sometimes I do have my hard times and I still complain. What about the other people from the other part of the world? They don’t even have much to eat as they don’t get much to eat, they don’t even have a shelter to stay, and they are in cold, hot, hunger. They never whine. I am healthy, but some are dying. They have disease and I keep on complaining how fat I am.

It is a reality check for me and thank you so much oh Allah for opening my eyes to see the world. It makes me see and wonder if there is only one chance that I can do to help the world, I will start by helping myself becoming more successful so that I can have enough to contribute it to the world.

That is my dream, starting from now on. I want to give enough to the world so that I can save them from hunger. I wish to give more love to the world. I wish to fill this world with happiness. That is my wish.

I will give it to the world.